University of Texas Arlington

Today is indeed a lovely day =) Awaked at 5a.m. without having any nightmares. It doesn't mean that i didn't dream last night, just that the dream is not about gun, shooting at each other, vampire and so on. It was a little bit creepy yet is in the acceptable range. I dreamed about three of my friends, and i didn't meet with three of them for at least 18 months and the longest, perhaps five years? Well, dreamed of a field, with grass that almost the same height as me, and a deep hole in the middle of the field. not important though...

Awake at 7 a.m. automatically, jogged today by myself and get lost (for 2 minutes) in the neighbourhood, but everything was under control =) After having breakfast, my cousin sister told me that we actually scheduled for the UTA tour today instead of tomorrow, and we have to be there at 10 a.m. have plenty of time to get myself prepared =)

I've the chance to meet with two of the friends of my cousin. Well, little girls..hahahaha, I AM OLD~~~~!!! and it takes me a while to figure out, all of their names start with A. I told my cousin about this discover and she said, ya, you know....parents always want their children to be on top (kinda agree..hahahaha) So, we have a tour in the UTA and this campus is hugeeeeeeeeeeeeee...MANNNN, they have two swimming pools, indoor running track, gyms, CLIMBING WALL, few basketball courts, and even a smart hospital!!! The smart hospital is incredible, we didn't go in there but as per the "tour guide" and my cousin sister, they have machine that looks like people (the simulator), they will bleed when you cut them, shivers, and have those reactions that same as human. and, they even have a pregnant machine!! hmmm, it is good for those who study medicine to do some practice but it gets pretty creepy when it comes to night. If you dislike someone in that campus, you can consider to lock them in the smart hospital for a night, i guess is quite a "good" experience (not when she/he is studying for doctor and nurse, they just get used to that =p)

After the tour, we went to an Asian shop that run by Taiwanese and bought boba Tea (how sweet of my cousin sister who know that i like bubble tea and suggest that we can get it there) Hmm, i would say, this is not a good bubble tea, i taste no tea flavor and it is all about sugar, the tapioca ball aren't good as well. They are not well cooked and are not chewy enough ( ok, i am fussy!!)

By the time we went back, we saw the sketchbook of my little cousin sister lays on the counter. She drew a comic and it is actually a gift to her sister. She gave her sister a coupon and with that coupon, her sister can demand her for anything and she asked for a comic before she leave home to University. So, i have the chance to read the comic that drew by her and it is so so so so so good!! The drawing is good and the story line is funny too. Especially when paired it up with the comic, it is just so funny and i read it again and again =D TALENTED! what else can i say .... born with gift but yay, i told her, if she were to publish it, i will be no.1 fans. lol

Treasure every single moment
No matter it is painful or delight


Arlington 1801
14 August 2014

Dream

One of my friends can lucid dream, unfortunately or fortunately, i don't know how. Somehow, i can remember some of my dreams vividly and will remember it for quite a long time.Usually they are kind of violent, maybe that is the inner me, that is actually not as kind as what i show outside. Wondering, if it was the heat outside that woke the inner me out! over 100 Fahrenheit, so it was like 40 degree Celcius, wohoooo...SUMMER!!

I would like to just write down the dream, not to remind myself that i have had a dream like that, just to...hmmm..as a memory? Naaaa, to improve my english (better reason huh)

First i dreamed about my cousin sister that she dived from eighth-floor-high level and yet she couldn't take the pressure and hurt her nose. After that, the background scene changed and we ( I am not sure who are we but one of my high school friends KD is inside) were walking in a square building. Those steps were transparent and we were walking on a square paths that surrounded the inner part of the building to get something. The gaps between two squares paths get bigger and bigger each time we step on it and we had to jump in order to get to one step from the other.

We wanted to get something inside the building but I wasn't sure what we are after. The building is full with computers and those electronic instruments. Out of sudden, a few masked people came in and they were after something. One of them accidentally tripped the wire and it triggered the alarms, so, they cut off all those wires. Since there is no conflict in our interest, I kind of ignore them. One of the people came to my face and i can instantly recognised him, yet i never met him in my real life. He unveiled his mask and I was like, ya, it is him. Surprisingly, they took us with them, like, abduct.

So now all of us were on the boat and my family was with me. They have an appointment with two influential people, one is the Dailou and the other is the apprentice. I knew that this is the only chance that i can sneaked out with them and i tried to catch the attention of the apprentice and apparently i succeed. We were on the boat and there is a lot of cruise that park on the side of beach. I told that guy that it was bored on the boat and he asked me, if i know this person (he mentioned a name) and i replied, i knew. Actually this implied that he can bring me out and we can hang out at one of the cruises because the name of people that he mentioned has a cruise. So, i took this opportunity and asked him if i can bring someone with me. He said yes but someone small size because his car is not that big. I asked my mom and decided to bring my sister along, so at least she can escape. As we walked along the path to his car (maybe), i tried to venture him and ask, if it is alright for him to bring us out without informing the people who caught us. He replied confidently, who do you think i am (he is confident with his reputation and power). As we talked, he said that he knew a lot of kidnapping/blackmail happens because he himself experienced it for few times (i understand it as in, he is powerful so people would like to kidnap him to gain some power)

We sensed the tense as we walk down the path and he asked us to hide ourselves. There is like a H-shape road and i try to walk in to the horizontal path (the one that connect the two vertical line of H) yet i met with his superior at the end of the road so i change my direction and the other end, come another people from the other party, i pushed them together and they shoot at each other. The shooting skill of the superior wasn't good and one bullet hurt my shoulder. Now, i am standing in a place that the superior is at my 1 o'clock direction, another killer at my 10 o'clock direction and the one who brought me out is in front of me.

I know somehow i have to shoot some people to keep my sister and myself safe and i had a gun with 5 bullets with me. First i shoot the people at 10 o'clock direction and the 1 o'clock direction. In between, the guy that brought us out shoot at us and my sister was shoot in her head (i guess) and i am in the throat with two bullets. I don't have bullets in my gun any more and i ran out from that place. I hold my throat and i can still feel the pain slowly eating up my body. The place that i ran out is just like a path in the garden.

In the dream, or in real life, i don't afraid that i am dying, but what i afraid the most is i disappoint my parents. I brought my sister out yet i cannot assured her safety. I was thinking, my parents doesn't know that both of us are dead and they may still waiting for our news. What happen if they figured it out and when will they figured it out...Then, i was awake 

The biggest thing in the life is not dying

But to let someone who trust you and love you unconditionally down

Arlington 1756

12 August 2014

 

Reunion

After not seeing them for so many years, now I am going to spend the day before my new semester start at their house, for around 10 days =)

My aunt has been moving to USA since ...i don't really know when, most probably before my mother gave birth to me. I've met with them perhaps 6 or 7 years ago and we don't really have the chance to meet because when they go back to Malaysia, I am either in Australia or Germany. I think god has His own arrangement so that we can meet up this time and spend some time together.

It is kinda nice because even though i didn't meet with my cousin sisters and brother for so long, we can still chit chatting with each other like we knew each other for long time. My aunt even surprised that the dog at her house didn't bark at me at all. Perhaps is the clothes that i wore on the first day of arrival (we wore 95% similar t-shirt) or, just the blood that flow in our body has the same gene? haha..who knows, dogs are clever =)

The upbringing of the children are really awesome. They are talented in music, good in academic and most important! they are really polite kids and you can feel the stream of love that flow in their family. Peaceful, soft, gentle...you just feel like you are at home when you are here. Everyone accept you with full heart, try to blend you into their lifestyle, compliment you when they feel you are great. Society can be full of love when all people behave this way (exaggerated =P)

Anyway, I am really a lucky kids. I met awesome people no matter where i go. Have some people to give me their hand when i need some help =)

Don't afraid to make a decision
It can never be wrong or right
It is all depending on how you do and what you do at that time

Arlington 2242
08 August 2014

Moving

Moving constantly from time to time, from place to place, from continent to continent

People who don't really know you will say, wao...you life experience is really rich, you have the chance to explore the world, you have the opportunity to immerse yourself in different cultures, you can get to know friends from all around the world, you can do a lot of shopping...bla bla bla...

但是誰會説，又要分離那麽久？又要有時差？又要錯過那麽多可以一起度過的時光？

在外那麽多年（也沒很多，就喜歡誇張），4年都是沒有和家人一起過生日的。總覺得，生日要和家人一起度過才有意義。就連父母親節也沒能一起過，更別説家人的生日了。每每錯過一個重要的節日，總會說，哎呀，再過一些日子就回去了。但是誰知道，大家能呆在一起的日子還有多長？回到家總覺得錯過了和家人一起過的時光。科技的進步雖然能夠讓在不同地方的人持續保持聯絡，但是也都改變不了時差。沒能和爸爸一起過生日，沒能和爺爺一起過生日感覺還真差。自己的21歲生日也就在外面過，更差啦！！！！

沒有要抱怨的，因爲是自己的選擇。在外還是學到很多，還是遇到很多貴人=)

就衹是想寫寫一篇文。哈哈哈

Denton 2119
06 August 2014