心情。低

如同題目寫的一樣，今天的心情，低落.....

原因嗎...還是歸咎于自己的惰性吧。哈哈哈。總覺得自己的學業生涯上遇到了瓶頸。知道大家在說英文，聽得懂但是聽不進。聽著聽著就晃神了，而且消化不了，有誰能告訴我這到底是什麽病因？

別人用至少十天的時間寫完的paper,我用了10小時亂寫出來。成果衹有十頁，但是老師要求15頁。我把所有標題，參考全都加起來就有15頁了。是投機取巧嗎？我不知道。1030需要present的Powerpoint,我就在present的前兩個小時完成。所以，就自食其果了...古人的智慧，種瓜得瓜，種豆得豆是真的可以用在生活上的。Present時覺得自己一塌糊塗，之後真的超級失落....黃翠瑩，我真的不知道你到底在想什麽....難道我迷路了？這裏真的不是我應該呆的地方？ （想起YongJun之前傳給我的tedx video....)

最近也蠻感性的，看到什麽都能亂感動一番。感覺上，我應該是時候想家了。哈哈哈哈....游子嘛~~~~~~~

有感而發：我還蠻羡慕自己的妹妹，覺得她過的好好，知道自己想要些什麽 =)

朋友説，爲什麽要爲了自己沒有很努力的事情而難過，我回答，我自尊心很强但是很懶惰

朋友説，生活就是這樣，你需要不停地往前走。生活就像太極，沒有全黑或全白

Leipzig 2246

2014 May 26

Malaysian Language.1

The essence of Malaysian's language

sometimes I feel that our language is quite efficient. With different ending, you actually means different thing. It is not really appropriate to use in a formal setting yet, when some people start using it, you will feel ohhhhhhh~~~~ i kinda miss it.

First one that i would like to introduce is walau eh~~~

What does it means?

>> expression or words use to describe disbelief or surprise

When can you use it?

>> when you have a "Verabredung" with someone and they come really late, like 1 hour after that, you will say : "walau eh, why you so late ha..."

>> when you didn't meet with your friend for a long time and she/ he becomes fat (which is my case)

walau eh, what you eat in Germany, why become so fat liao?

>> when you see someone that dressed up so special (you have to package the words in a nice way..lol)

walau eh, that people's taste so special eh.. dunno why he/she have the guts to wear like this

>> when you see a pretty girl/ handsome guy

walau eh, so lengzai eh!! walau eh, sui gal ehh...

Overall, it is quite handy to use this word. It functions just like oh my god =)

Leipzig 1422
14.05.2014 

I miss you, mom

It was mother's day last Sunday. Thanks to technology advancement, i've had the chance to see a lot of moms' photo on social network platform such as Facebook, Instagram and so on. Sometimes just wonder, is this a way to show your love to your mom, or it is just a way to show others "how you celebrate with your mom" and the "fidelity"? Just a thought.......

was on my way to university and saw the advertisement on the small TV in the tram. "Nicht vergessen, heute is Muttertag" - "Don't forget, today is mother's day"..Well, is today mother's day? I wonder.. yet, it is so bad of me that i didn't manage to call my mom and grandmas on mother's day since i was away on weekend without access to internet and land line phone.

It was quite a long time since i call my mom and grandparents and i think they must be wondering, WTH is wrong with my daughter/ granddaughter. Why didn't she call us us. Mom...your daughter is just so lazy...hahahaha, joking...couldn't really find a suitable time to call, which is kinda pity when live in two different time zones. Again, thanks to technology and thanks to the "hardworking-ness" of my mom to learn how to use wechat (a kind of social app), we manage to message each other from times to times.

This post is kinda lame and crap. Update for the sake of update =P should have write something more interesting next time , Promise..to myself